Come home, get high Forget about the time between a highlights Yeah, I know, but I'm fine It's been a rough time Poker face in play All the ways, it makes me think I'm unsafe Yeah, I know, it's strange Wish it wasn't this way But no one seems to know any better I just end it that way I know it seems I have it together But Just because I carry it well Doesn't mean it isn't heavy, and I don't need some help I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out 'Cause I thought I'll be doing better by now I thought I'll be doing better by now But don't I carry it well? I'm grateful but impatient Get hateful, what I'm sayin' is So those who mean the most who get the best of me And I can't come back home and fight the rest of me It's best to leave 'Cause no one seems to know any better And I just end it that way I know it seems I have it together But Just because I carry it well Doesn't mean it isn't heavy, and I don't need some help I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out 'Cause I thought I'll be doing better by now I thought I'll be doing better by now But don't I carry it well? Don't I carry it well? 'Cause no one seems to know any better Just because I carry it well Doesn't mean it isn't heavy, and I don't need some help I know I keep it locked down, but all I want now Is somebody who can tell me how it's gonna turn out (how it's gonna turn out) 'Cause I thought I'll be doing better by now I thought I'll be doing better by now But don't I carry it well? Don't I carry it well? 'Cause no one seems to know any better