Feeling rotten Everyday laying in a coffin Down bad poisoned with toxin Always feeling leeched out Never can I reach for you Really damaged me Yeah I'm scavenging the magic of this alchemy That brought us close together but you've banished me Now my head can't ever keep quiet Tell me can you speak to me? The moon stops shining 'Cause you know I'm not here And your mind full of terrors But I know you're not scared Don't surrender your heart For that's all that I fear But my words won't ever reach the sky For I know it's just air I remember in the bleak of december Loneliness was peering in your chamber The feelings grew with each dying ember Don't leave me on my own, see you later You remember in the bleak of december Loneliness was peering in your chamber The feelings grew with each dying ember I'm coming with you, see you later I didn't mean to leave you like that For how you feeling now is my bad I didn't mean to make you go mad Every smile or look you have screams "I'm so sad" Never ending, yeah right Day to day till it fades away Like "That's life" Rot away in a grave under the pale skies Let it rain let it rain until your eyes dry Let my heart be still for a moment Tryna win you back but I'm losing Tell me how am I supposed to fucking do this I'm clueless Mhmm hmm Burn me till ashes Mhmm Without you then that's it This is my deathwish The moon stops shining 'Cause you know I'm not here And your mind full of terrors But I know you're not scared Don't surrender your heart For thats all that I fear But my words won't ever reach you baby For I know it's just air I remember in the bleak of december Loneliness was peering in your chamber The feelings grew with each dying ember Don't leave me on own, see you later You remember in the bleak of december Loneliness was peering in your chamber The feelings grew with each dying ember I'm coming with you, see you later