Try to run away from the problem I take a look at myself and notice all the damage done Hide from the responsibilities Found out you were the disease with your lack of relief Can't figure out your problem The life I ruined There's not more to it Am I a good friend? When I took a further look and then I retraced Shouldn't be how it happens My mind in defense Sick of the nonsense I couldn't run it over and over again I don't want to I've been trying to get the help like I have planned I don't want to But shit keeps blocking the way just like back then I don't want to Now the trauma in my head plays over again You talk so much and yet so little is said I laid in your arms you said it could be my bed Now my screen and my mic are the only things I have I tried reaching my hand out but they only laughed You say that you hate me and I'm better off dead Tell me how Tell me how Tell me how it's me who's cursed Tell me how I'm messed up for need your love at my worst I'm not sure if I want to see tomorrow I'm biting the dust with your name on it And I know you don't care but just hear my last words 'cause- All I wanted was to hear you say Everything's alright it's just another day Whatever happens I'll be here you'll be okay I trusted you and now you want to stay away Oh why? Oh why? You talk so much and yet so little is said I laid in your arms you said it could be my bed Now my screen and my mic are the only things I have I tried reaching my hand out but they only laughed You say that you hate me and I'm better off Dead