I hold my balance Through Death and Cosmos Soil and rusty nails in one hand Moon rays on the other Nose up to the sky Feet sinking in this swamp Half way to both direction I am the broken scale I am where wind blows Heavy but weightless Silent as a blaring sudden storm Hidden from your sight Hidden from all your smiles I am the headless horse Running straight to the cliff Clouds may slow down the fall Stardust rain will heal my open wounds And I'll keep going 'Till that black whole Will suck me away Squeezing bones and entrails To a flat dimension Where here is there And fear has not that face anymore I am the black coat Where stars hide in I protect each of them One by one They keep shining to live I let them burning to live To my slow death I aim to Gold rain Particles of infinite Fuse my blood into a timeless space My new lymph is blinking Cast into stones Pulsing through old centenary veins Drawing spirals and eating spirals Spirals eating spirals Stardust rain Clean up my tears Force me to rest Burn to purify Burn to reshape Through ashes Through smoke I'll be again.