Now in my darkest moments i long for a call or a text message
A post on my wall, a request, mention
But nine out of ten my inbox is empty
No phone fluorescence
No invitation to the pity party i wish i was a part of
Another night all alone up in my room with the tunes
With the moon and the stardust
I'm thinking i'm a little ironic
I really need a heart to heart
But my heart is hardened but i need you most
Come close but you keep your distance like my guards are armed
I'm not your happy-go-lucky companion
I'm only tragic
What's left of my passion is
Slipping through cracks in my fingers like magic
I don't need your help, i'll be okay
You're too late to save me anyway

What kind of hope is left
I'm losing control like I'm tokin' meth
A rogue when I roam like i'm boba fett
If i'm alone for a sec it ain't copacetic: i'm mad paranoid
And i mourn for the man that i used to be
He died and my pride did the eulogy
Let me "deal" in peace; another pack of cards
Used to rap from the heart now i rap from the scars
I wish i could tell you that
I'm in the midst of the will of the father
But this ain't a place i could feel him
And i cannot take it no longer
Someone once told me i worship myself
And my lover is comfort
So maybe the guilt and the shame
That i carry is just that i suffer
I'm a liar, don't you understand
My heart is hard so i need to pretend
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My pride is large but won't you see me through
We need each other but we saying
We need each other but i'm saying:
I don't need your help i'll be okay
You're too late to save me anyway

Im a liar dont you understand
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My heart is hard so i need to pretend pretend
I dont need your help i'll be okay
You're too late to save me anyway