There's no autumn here The leaves just turn from green to grey in a day It feels like nothing's changed It's the same picture in a different frame I'm not alright And I don't know why At this point I'm just searching, I'm searching for signs (I don't wanna run, I don't wanna hide) I'm not alright (I don't want to be, so scared to die) And I don't know why (I don't wanna run, I don't wanna hide) At this point (I don't know where to go, so I'm searching for signs) I'm just searching, I'm searching for signs To tell me where to go Because I can't stay home When I close my eyes And think about my life All I remember are the times I felt defeated Under the couch where I am seated are the missing pieces that I never found I'm amazed that I'm still around Now I live in More flashbacks than I do in real time Can someone offer me a remedy, Or just a piece of their peace of mind Like a cavalry Armor clad black, on their steeds Driving their lances through Every single good feeling in me I'm not alright And I don't know why At this point I'm just searching, Im searching for signs The picture is the same Just in a different frame I used to sit on the third story ledge And look down cus I wasn't scared Now the slightest inconsistency Incapacitates me I fear im beyond repair