Wide eyes follow white lines kissin' Cigarettes to kill the time with the Window down to drown out the noise As these suicidal thoughts run through my brain Operation Doomsday on repaeat Backwoods burnin' in the backseat What if I leave and dont find what I need What if I come home even more empy Was it half as hollow as a night on loan from bottles bottom? Liquid lives in love with loose lipped appetite and my dear you're looking quite nice tonight I'll lick the holy water dripping off your altar of lust, rain your hips on me from above I trade my scripture for a bottle of liquor, I'm drowning I sold my soul just to see what its worth, I'm counting Down the days till im home then away Cause no matter where I go I can not get away I'm never satisfied I'm never satisfied Show me no mirrors and show me no pictures I'm glad I'm not the person that I used to be People change sometimes it's minute to minute I saw it happen to you so I know that it could happen to me I felt strange when the acid became main I opened up my mouth and could only exclaim change And if you pray for the rain you've gotta deal with the mud Inside out like a sweater I always talk to much To live alone in your twenties To fill your lungs with smoke