I'm not far from our tulips on the back porch Just waiting to blossom The hyacinth long awakened, but there's no shame In taking your time I drank the water from the river with your eyes upon me As the summer was singing its old sad songs And I know it's painfully obvious, but I had to say I've been alone a long time So don't let me down, I'm running out of breath In the middle of your pond And I know it's wrong, the way that I blame you 'Cause it's not your fault, but I resent you from time to time And I miss the drugs most days while awake I feel myself get frustrated and walk away And it's attractive how you can be so assertive I just want to talk forever I just want to touch your summer And I don't play coy, I don't have any answers Hypnotized by the hips of my lover Will you come 'round sundown to help me find out How to live now? And then the sun came up And I made you breakfast dressed in nothing But the way you hold me in your mind I swear, I'm better when I'm gone Where I can't do nothing wrong ♪ Where I'm a whisper