Write it up in a thousand lines Why does all this still feel the same? Maybe I'm to blame And I've got broken teeth From chewing through your bones You're fine with losing hope Is this what I wanted? A fractured version of me Dwelling in the dreams of the person I know I'll never be? Spinning in front of me Giving me vertigo My eyes are red from the substances that made me feel at home I should pack up and leave But there's nowhere to go So I'll just watch all my friends sail off to the greater unknown (I'm not getting anywhere) Swallow me without a chaser Spit me out onto the pavement and Watch me become one with the concrete on your street Spinning in front of me Giving me vertigo My eyes are red from the substances that made me feel at home I should pack up and leave But there's nowhere to go So I'll just watch all my friends sail off to the greater unknown (And I hate watching you go) And I hate watching you cross the state line It fucks with my mind I know I seem upset all the time Shifting my shape to change pace, 'cause I hate watching you go Spinning in front of me Giving me vertigo You're the one thing in my life that makes me feel whole Spinning in front of me Giving me vertigo My eyes are red from the substances that made me feel at home I should pack up and leave But there's nowhere to go So I'll just watch all my friends sail off to the greater unknown