Way back when I was 11
I used to be riding with felons
Normally calm and collected but lately been crazy inside of my melon
Accustomed to buying and selling
Look in my eyes, I ain't welling
Seen niggas switch sides get to telling
Whenever it's my time to die I'll accept it
If you plead for a plea, ain't no reason to breathe
Feel like Meech with a key
Really in the streets with some p's
Fast forward now I'm in the industry with some beats
SHEESH
I used to struggle in debt
Then I got my hustle the best
Now I just fuck up a check, aye, but tell me man
What you niggas know bout being on the damn run
Ducking bushes jumping fences on a manhunt
Been in the mud so long it's time I got my hands scrubbed
I'm at the line, these niggas foul, I call an and-one
Seen snakes in the grass, crabs in the buckets, with sharks and piranhas in waters
I been really heavy in the belly of the beast fighting lions, tigers and bears with no armor
Cuz life ain't a beach no more
Life ain't a beach no more, no
This shit is more like a zoo
Thinking Life ain't a beach no more
Life ain't a beach no more, no
Wish there was more I could do
I'm Desen-sitized, Desen
Si-tized, Desensitized
I'm Desen-sitized, Desen
Si-tized, Desensitized
I'm from a city where not too many make it out
They hate to love but hate to doubt yeah
Call my momma and she proud of me
Numb to the shit that I've seen on sight
And done with the shit that they tweet online
Reason that I be offline believing it'll be alright
I'm Desen-sitized, Desen