I've taken drugs, I've taken sides The devil taught me alibis Now you've seen all that I'll never be It thrills me 'cause you're still not leaving The money spent The way I vent Vices collect like ornaments and Now you've seen all that I'll never be It thrills me 'cause you're still not leaving Oh, and please don't make me say it It would only complicate it And this perseverance it helps to To guide this grieving I've taken drugs, I've taken sides And the devil himself, he taught me alibis and Now you've seen all that I'll never be It kills me 'cause you're still not leaving