So we lie here in the dark All the wrong things on fire In sickness and in health To be with you Just to be with you And in your wedding dress To have and to hold Even at my best I want to let go And you hold me in your arms And all that I can see Is my future in your hands And all that I can feel Is how long "ever after" is When it's all that I can do To be with you Just to be with you In your wedding dress To have and to hold... And even at my best I want to let go... Thought I lost you Thought I lost you I gave you away Thought I lost you Been jealous of the moon For how it moves the waves In your wedding dress To have and to hold... Even at my best I want to let go... And I want to be somebody else now And I want to thicken my skin And I want to wish it all Just wish it all away again Again, again, again And I want to be somebody else And I want to be holding you in And I want to be missing you, love Missing you, love With all that I have left to give To give, to give