Trouble finding without wanting Standing in the light of morning Wanna grab my things and move Must have done it a thousand times All the leaving that would make things right I've gone so far there's no where left to go For the first time Changing my mind And I'm gonna stay You opened my eyes Finally realized I wasn't awake I never knew when I quit bending I hit the bottom but I keep on digging Now I'm running out of things that take the pain You were (?) Hoping you couldn't leave what you see I was wrong I don't wanna stay the same For the first time Changing my mind And I'm gonna stay You opened my eyes Finally realized I wasn't awake I wasn't awake For the first time Changing my mind And I'm gonna stay I'm gonna stay You opened my eyes Finally realized I wasn't awake I wasn't awake