I don't wanna die with you on my mind I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you I don't wanna cry for you all the time I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm Never going to Never going to let go of you I passed by the place we used to work together Saw your car parked and I froze So did my heart I couldn't move The last thing that I want is to lurk and stalk you But I do and I keep driving myself insane Why the fuck can't I just be like you And just give up and move on to something new I don't wanna die with you on my mind I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you I don't wanna cry for you all the time I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm Never going to Never going to let go of you So many questions still remain And I know I'll never get the answers I know you want me to take the blame For the fact that you're gone forever I feel myself going insane Suicidal thoughts taking over In my head I still love you the same Why the fuck can't I just be like you And just give up and move on to something new And go and fuck random girls I don't know Or get fucked up and give up on myself I don't wanna die with you on my mind I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you I don't wanna cry for you all the time I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm Never going to Never going to let go of you I don't wanna die with you on my mind I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you I don't wanna cry for you all the time I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm Never going to Never going to let go of you Never going to let go of you I don't wanna die with you on my mind I don't wanna lie and say that I'm fine Can't stop hurting myself thinking of you I don't wanna cry for you all the time I'm so fucking tired of feeling like I'm Never going to Never going to let go of you