Fuck me up like you always do
I won't go
'Cause you know I can't live without you
Toxic love wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of?
July of 2020
Things were kinda heavy
At least you were there for me
(You made me feel like I, feel like I)
Was maybe worthy of your time
Maybe you'd become mine
Couldn't get you out of my mind
(You made me feel alive, feel alive)
Yeah, I know that's cute, but it didn't last long
So fuck me up like you always do
I won't go
'Cause you know I can't live without you
Toxic love wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of?
You use me to build yourself up
I became someone that I'm not
Toxic love wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of?
You know all of my story
You use it against me
I know that you're not sorry
(Yeah, I know you like that, yeah, I know you like that)
When I'm sad and lonely
You hate to see me happy
Pain is all that I see
(Whenever I look at, whenever I look at you)
But then I think back to
All the good times and the incredible sex
Now the same bedroom I used to lay with you
Is full of photographs from the past
And memories that went by so fast
I should've known it wouldn't last
Our love is made of glass
So fuck me up like you always do
I won't go
'Cause you know I can't live without you
Toxic love wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of?
You use me to build yourself up
I became someone that I'm not
Toxic love wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of?
(Why is it so hard to let go of?)
(Why is it so hard to let go of?)
You use me to build yourself up
I became someone that I'm not
Toxic love wearing off
Why is it so hard to let go of you?