I wanted to leave
But it's difficult with hands around my neck
It's harder to sleep
But when you always keep me up inside my head
I wanna believe
That everything will work out for the best
But honestly
Wishful thinking, what the fuck did I expect?
While the nights go longer as the days roll by
But I can't keep hiding me behind these eyes
Started running from what made me paranoid
Eventually, it caught up to me
Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid
Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent
And all those things I never said
I call to arms that I resent
Eventually, it caught up to me
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I'm starting to see
No, I haven't come to terms with myself yet
I'm grinding my teeth
While I'm dealing with the fear that I protect
While the nights go longer as the days roll by
Been hanging by a moment, now I think that it's time
Started running from what made me paranoid
Eventually, it caught up to me
Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid
Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent
And all those things that I never said
I call to arms that I resent
Eventually, it caught up to me
(Eventually, It caught up to me)
I can't imitate at any cost
But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off
Wanna break away from me, let's get lost
So lost
I can't imitate at any cost
But I can ride it 'til the wheels fall off
Wanna break away from me, let's get lost
So lost
While the nights go longer as the days roll by
But I can't keep hiding behind these eyes
Started running from what made me paranoid
Eventually, it caught up to me
Maybe I'm the one I can't seem to avoid
Suddenly, I'm taking back the one thing that felt permanent
And all those things I never said
I call to arms that I resent
Eventually, it caught up to me
Eventually, it caught up to me
Eventually, it caught up to me