These last two years were the worst years of my life Left me fucked up past the point of ever believing that I'd get by I call your phone, you don't pick up It's pointless hope 'cause I know you're gone I've heard your voice so many times I've got your message memorized I've tried everything but nothing's working I've tried everything but I'm still hurting The medicine isn't kicking in but life is kicking my teeth out On the floor again and I'm losing it So beat me 'tiI I black out 'Cause I don't want to face it I don't want to face it These last two hours were the longest of my life And the thought of you is a slow burn blazing That never fades with time I thought I'd heal but then I relapsed I'm falling back, can't help my reflex In my head I'm treading water but my arms just collapse I've tried everything but nothing's working I've tried everything but I'm still hurting The medicine isn't kicking in but life is kicking my teeth out On the floor again and I'm losing it So beat me 'tiI I black out 'Cause I don't want to face it I don't want to face it The medicine isn't kicking in but life is kicking my teeth out On the floor again and I'm losing it So beat me 'tiI I black out 'Cause I don't want to face it I don't want to face it I've tried everything but nothing's working I've tried everything but nothing's working