Losing balance as I weigh out my options It's an everyday morning routine Through every hazy memory At any second you can recount the climax Not as vivid as it used to be Through every hazy memory The walls were built so high, but couldn't keep their words out The shelter they provide only houses self doubt I'm reclaiming my composure Lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable Been avoiding conversation But lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable Life's unfolding like the plot of a movie Not the version that everyone sees My dreams laid out in front of me (My dreams laid out in front of me) I never told anyone But the truth is I see the shadow hanging over me The walls were built so high, but couldn't keep their words out The shelter they provide only houses self doubt I'm reclaiming my composure Lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable Been avoiding conversation But lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable The walls were built so high, but couldn't keep their words out The shelter they provide only houses self doubt I'm reclaiming my composure Lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable Been avoiding conversation But lately I've been smiling, pretend to be stable