The tears run down your cheekbones, I feel sorry for you But I'm too fucking selfish to say I do I'm a rain cloud and the sun is shining right through me I'm trying to be different You look at me and see an open window That let you in I see myself as this locking door Without a key to take a chance on me Today I ripped myself wide open And I saw that my heart isn't as fucked as I recalled It's still flawed, it's sorely stitched to my old ways I thought it was buried but it's just stuck to my old ways I'm a rain cloud and the sun is shining right through me I'm trying to be something else You look at me and see an open window That let you in I see myself as this locking door Without a key to take a chance on me Shaking in the driver's seat Staring at the dashboard I'm holding myself back while you're trying to break me open I'm holding myself back while you're trying to break me open Please just stay Please just stay You see an open window That let you in I see myself as this locking door You look at me and see an open window That let you in I see myself as this locking door Without a key You look at me and see an open window That let you in I see myself as this locking door Without a key to take a chance on me To take a chance on me To take a chance