Change holds me down to the places I don't want to be When I wake up I look in the mirror and I see The person that's been scaring me away from moving on And getting out of my head I end my nights in the same spot That I told myself I would leave I wanna come home and have it be Like it was before I left I'm starting to see that I keep living alone in the past Since loneliness will never leave my mind I can't shake it off Always a fight between my past My head and my heart You can cut me up and spread me all over Illinois I can't I can't find myself Since loneliness will never leave my mind I'm stuck and I feel like I'm the only one I end my nights in the same spot That I told myself I would leave I wanna come home and have it be Like it was before I left I'm starting to see that I keep living alone in the past Since loneliness will never leave my mind Did I get left behind Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost? Loneliness will never leave my mind Loneliness will never leave my mind Did I get left behind Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost?