I found a place where I can be alone A space where no one goes And it's distant like the memories of you and me back home And you're the reason that I'm trying to let go And I finally found my weakness and it's the burden that I hold Maybe this is perfect, maybe it's insane Like chasing California to find rain Cause it was the last night of self doubt And that was the first time I found out That you were the letdown You're always the letdown We're in a poisonous relationship, so where do I begin? When your lips are just like oxygen, I have to breathe you in And you're the reason that I'm trying to let go And I finally found my weakness and i can never come back home Maybe this is perfect, maybe it's insane Like chasing California to find rain Cause it was the last night of self doubt and that Was the first time I found out that you were the letdown You're always the letdown I said what I said cause I was done I put it in the past if it's what you want Try not to call me when I'm gone I found a place where I can be alone (Don't call me when I'm gone) A space where no one goes (And now I'm gone) Maybe this is perfect, maybe it's insane Like chasing california to find rain Cause it was the last night of self Doubt and that was first time I found out That maybe this is pointless, maybe I'm insane I'd rather be out there in LA Cause it was the last time I have doubts I get to the west coast somehow I'm chasing california