Placing the blame on myself Rather than anyone else I've been questioning what everybody Sees inside of me Holding my breath I'm not sleeping again Behind my eyes a rising tide of Doubt that leaves me paralyzed Doubt that leaves me paralyzed On my own Learning about letting go I need something to call my own I'm trying to recall If there's anything left for me at all Cause on my own I'm learning to let go I'm tearing apart what I know Trying my best not to show That I'm slowly breaking down into a shell of myself Now I know that I could show that I am in control of all of that Weight that holds me down so I can finally See through all the smoke that hides the light and I'll find a better way to say I'm On my own Learning about letting go I need something to call my own I'm trying to recall If there's anything left for me at all Cause on my own I'm learning to let go My back's been breaking from the weight that it's been taking You are the gravity that's pulling me down "Tear me apart, keep it a secret Tear me apart and keep all the pieces" On my own Learning about letting go I need something to call my own I'm trying to recall If there's anything left for me at all Cause on my own I'm learning to let go My back's been breaking from the weight that it's been taking You are the gravity that's pulling me down "Tear me apart, keep it a secret Tear me apart and keep all the pieces"