Warm regards I should be doing better, you've made that really clear I'm just so sad, it comes off as insincere I don't think it matters, matters to you There's always something more that I could do It doesn't even matter 'cause I don't wanna go To college or to heaven or to anywhere alone Nothing really matters from my point of view Sitting here and watching it unfold with you, you I'm really doing better and that's a crazy thing I really thought that by this time this year, I'd be deceased I'm trying really hard to figure it out But everything's just crumbling, crumbling down It doesn't fucking matter if I don't wanna go To college or to heaven or to anywhere alone Nothing really matters from my point of view Sitting here and watching it all burn with you On the goddam news with you