Some days, I just wanna be heard
But other days, I want everyone to leave me alone
Other days, I feel like nobody cares enough to call
But other days, I don't even feel like answerin' the phone
Starin' at that call comin' in, I see that missed text
I know you're just checkin' on me 'cause my life's like a big wreck
Everybody's watchin', but nobody's helpin', it's sad
And even if you did, I feel like you did 'cause you felt bad
I wish that my brain would think of situations differently
I've been screwed over so much that I've been movin' timidly
Mentally, I'm a mess, filled with shadows of regret
So I'm feelin' low as can be, even when I feel my best
So much stress, and this tension is tippin' me off the edge
I'm upset, wishin' I could fix all this shit in my head
But instead, I'm sittin' on this seesaw of life
'Cause I'm still the same guy when I'm low or when I'm high
But when I'm low, all I can see is those at the top
Everybody lookin' down on me 'cause they're somethin' I'm not
But when I'm high, the thought is still in the back of my mind
I'll eventually have to fall back down to that low side
I don't know why I can't find a second of normalcy
Every day is a juggle of which emotion I'll have
They say that life is like a beach, could be Miami or Normandy
I just wish I knew if I was there for battle or to relax
Bein' surrounded by this snow, it makes my heart even colder
And these unpredictable flurries are why I give cold shoulders
I been frozen for so long, I jump in the fire to smolder
Hopefully life gets better as I get older
'Cause some days, I got the drive to get up at the crack of dawn
And get in the studio to make a thousand different songs
But some days, I don't even set an alarm
I just close all the blinds
And lay alone in the dark, 'cause (ooh)
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
Some days, I'm the sun in your eyes
Some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow (ooh)
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes (woah)
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow
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('Cause we don't know when)
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('Cause we don't know when)
It ain't all what it seems
That's why they call it "Livin' your dreams"
Was reppin' team no sleep
Now I'm switchin' my teams
I had to sacrifice a little
By that, I mean everything
'Cause I wanted to be heard
All because of self-esteem issues
And lately, it's the same excuse
How I let this game control me when I make the rules?
Got the bread comin' in, so my day's amused
But to quit or keep goin', every day I choose
It's a struggle no one gets
'Cause every day I smile
'Cause broadcastin' all the drama
Never been my style
Fuck if it's worth it in the end
Is it worth my while?
'Cause it won't matter really when them lilies thrown in a pile
Every day I grind, 'til I lose my mind
Then I check on what they doin' and I feel behind
And other days I feel like I'm the greatest of all time
I just wish that I felt like that, rain or shine
And if I never reply
I'm not tryna be rude
I just keep it a buck
I'm not that kind of dude
And nine times out of ten
I'm just not in the mood
Say I'm busy all the time
When it's not really true
But other days, you might catch me where my energy's great
It's authentic at the time
But then turns out to be fake
Lucky Squad, I swear to God
I just want us to be great
But just know, when I promise
Then I usually flake, 'cause
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow (ooh)
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes (woah)
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow (ooh)
Some days, I'm the gray in those skies
But some days, I'm the sun in your eyes (woah)
And some days, I just keep it inside
'Cause we don't know when it's gon' snow
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('Cause we don't know when)