Disconnected
Alone in the dark
Deflated
An empty shell of a man
Defeated
I hang my head in shame
Worthless
How did it come to this
My psyche left in tatters
Fortune favours the brave
In a deadlock
With only one way out
I tear my finger nails through my skin
Just so I can feel something
Or anything
The bruises fade and the scars heal
The pain lingers on
Nothing Will Pacify
Am I really playing a card
Or am I a victim
Pessimist or realist
It's all the same to me now
Am I a victim
Pessimist or realist
All hope is lost
No light will shine on me
Misdeeds of years gone by
Forever stain these walls
The moon and stars
All laugh at me
While I sit alone
Ready to die
The only place
Where the grass is green
Where I am free
Is behind this noose
Nothing will pacify