Here's to the new year and just like every year that's come and gone,
This year's the year I say I'll get my shit together and get on
With doing everything I promised, to myself but let's be honest
Nothings changed
Here's to the friends that still pretend like there is nothing wrong,
With getting fucked up every weekend & still acting like they're young,
Cos 25's the new 18 & what they think is not what it seems
But that's ok.
So I'll surround myself with losers
Just to give off the illusion,
That I'm not useless, I'm just lying to my self, & I'll keep on believing
I'll watch as you turn your life to gold
And Look down on me as
I start to carve mine out of stone,
You're fit to wear a crown,
I'm still reaching for the throne,
I'll use every last excuse, til they're
Worn down to the bone
Its my life set in stone.
Here's to the endless, somewhat reckless years of growing up,
To every day that just got wasted chasing dreams that just got fucked,
I'll say I've filled myself with purpose
If you don't scratch beneath the surface cos nothings changed.
Here's to the best of bad Intentions,
Here's to giving up, on every bullshit expectation, on every lesson I've been taught, I'll take for granted all the things I should've learned from but never did and that's ok
I guess I'm just a liar, so dont believe a word I've said,
Just like a spider, I'll have you trapped inside my web,
I'm growing tired, I need a place to rest my head,
Just like a fire, i know I'll burn out in the end,