I remember the time I was funny The little clown in the room Acting and joking around But I remember now, I've always been hiding my feelings When I should just let them out I remember the time I could go to a party Without wearing earplugs In total confidence But I remember now, I've always been worried about everything Maybe it just got worse I remember the time I was angry Hurting myself throwing punches Beating myself up But I remember now, I've always been weary for seeking Something I'll never find