I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess I don't wanna be stuck like this I'm losing my mind Waiting inside In the wettest July I've ever seen Every day feels the same As the sound of the rain Drowns out any thought that comes to me But I want to make sense Of the time that I've spent I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess myself I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again (I'm so tired of trying so hard) And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess I don't wanna be stuck like this I'm wandering around Trying to find how To get out of the fog surrounding me Maybe I could start new What else can I do? I'm tired of trying the same old thing But I want to make sense Of the time that I spend I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again (I'm so tired of trying so hard) And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess myself (Even when I've come so far) I'm so tired of trying to pull myself together again And every time I'm getting close I start to second guess I don't wanna be stuck like this