Notebooks Cold fog Pale danger Paperclip key Blood movesa Sweet witches Sorcery She watches Secretly Not daring to breathe Needles and caves On thin ice she skates She picks at a lock Knocks on the cross Then slips away Then slips away Volcanoes Wrong decisions Scarecrow ink The beating Of black wings Too many tall buildings She watches Secretly Not daring to breathe Needles and caves On thin ice she skates She waits to feel lost Knocks on the cross Then slips away Then slips away Lenticular Clouds (For Roy Montgomery)" My Own Antarctic Do I have to return? Do I have to resurface? Now that I've learned To be nothing? Do I have to return To the land of the living Now that I've learned How to give in? I withdrew Further and further Into my own Antarctica Never a thought For counting the cost Where the sun never rose Where the wind never dropped I saw nothing wrong with Feeling I did not exist Had somehow disappeared I don't know what to do Now it seems I can still be seen A bed of snow A bed of crystals My very own Antarctica