Had my finger on the trigger so long Seems like I'd shoot again by now So hard when you can't stand the sound And it's hard to trust In the rust that collects on my '44 And I don't want to shoot anymore And it's hard! Aint it hard - to love what you kill I gathered your remnants and cleaned up the stains I took care? we once were friends But it's hard when your song never ends And it's hard enough to be in love But it's hard! Aint it hard - to love what you kill I still can hear you're crying 'N hearse wheels rolling by carrying a body that's lost So hard to be in love with a ghost And it's hard enough to be in love But it's hard! Aint it hard - to love what you kill I've payed a lot of debt And I do not regret the blood that I've spilt so well But it's hard when you're burning in a hill And it's hard! Aint it hard...