Thought I could never get higher But I haven't looked to the sky in a long time I threw my phone in the fire So I could see the world through both of my own eyes And I'm overtired from trying to tuck in And sing to my sad thoughts I may seem depressed but I'm actually not 'Cause you ain't on my mind no more I can tell you that for sure Shut it down and closed that door And I'm not lying Remember when you went away? Thought I'd never be the same And now I'm smiling every day And I'm not dying Crossing your name out from every journal I've ever had in my possession Was never quite myself when we were together And every day since I've learned lessons You're so self-assured I can't fault anyone taking a chance, letting you in Took a minute to get here Now I'm finally forgiving 'Cause you ain't on my mind no more I can tell you that for sure Shut it down and closed that door And I'm not lying Remember when you went away? Thought I'd never be the same And now I'm smiling every day And I'm not dying (dying, dying, dying) Oh, I'm not dying, oh Holy fuckin' shit, I I'm not dying 'Cause you ain't on my mind no more I can tell you that for sure Shut it down and close that door And I'm not lying Remember when you went away? Thought I'd never be the same Now I'm smiling every day And I'm not dying Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh