Is this what a goodbye is Feel it weigh heavy on my eye lids Feel it break everything a Midas touch If he was violent I can't describe it I can't describe it Is this what a goodbye is Feel like someone else got to decide it Running from myself but now I'm smiling, fuck I think I'll try it, fuck I think I like it I think I like it Doesn't really feel like me Cause in between somebody that I used be And who I've been turning into since my 17th Yeah There's however the fuck I feel right now And who knows how the fuck I feel right now When everything is up and fucking down all the time There's however the fuck I feel However the fuck I feel right now Is this what a goodbye is Feel like I always get reminded I'm living in a dream that isn't mine it's, like Somebody's I wish I was and I close my eyes And I realize it Doesn't really feel like me Cause in between somebody that I used to be And who I've been turning into since my 17th There's however the fuck I feel right now And who knows how the fuck I feel right now When everything is up and fucking down all the time There's however the fuck I feel However the fuck I feel right now However the fuck However the fuck However the fuck I feel right now However the fuck However the fuck However the fuck I feel right now