In the shadow of the island across the bay I see a boat move, I see it all the way From over here Looking up, from my book Looking out over the water It's no wonder That I am sick and lonely When I live Afraid of my own company No sailing today on the lake So smooth, like metal, like gray I could disappear in to the water If only I wasn't so afraid Bird feeder, outside the window There are bees drowning It's no wonder That I am sick and lonely When I live Afraid of my company Go away I can see the sun on the trees Up the mountain But you wouldn't know That it was summer Except for those birds That are fighting And those bees That are drowning And that girl Who is crying It's no wonder That I am sick and lonely When I live Afraid of my own company Go away