The sun breaks through the shade I drank enough to send a normal man to his grave I don't know how I'm going to make it through the day So light up my cigarette and lets do it all again I feel myself growing older It's all these sleepless nights, these fist fights I got a growing mountain of trouble Last nights mistakes weigh heavy on my mind Light up my cigarette and ill act like I'm fine My outlook on life aint what it used to be These depressing thoughts, they got a stronger hold on me I don't know what I'm going to do with myself Turn off my brain and put a cigarette in my mouth