How did I get here I can't believe my ears And after all these years How the fuck did I get here And all the work that I've been doin' And all the sleep that I've been losing And all the progress I've been seeing Still ain't settlin' in And all the things that I accomplish My dopamine just seems to vanish How the fuck did I get here Let me be the first to say that I don't deserve all this kindness I have many doubts and they're all about myself All of this success is just making me a mess Cause it isn't me, how could it be me? I'm an impostor, living in somebody else's body It's impossible for a life like this to belong to me I'm an impostor, and I can't believe my eyes Feels like I'm living two lives Tightness in my chest I'm awkward at my best Still better than the rest How the fuck am I so blessed Suddenly I cannot breathe I find it hard to believe What is happening to me I'm a broken thing I know it I'm just too afraid to show it What the fuck is happening to me I'm an impostor, living in somebody else's body It's impossible for a life like this to belong to me I'm an impostor, and I can't believe my eyes Feels like I'm living two lives I'm an impostor And I'm losing my shit It's impossible For someone like me to live a life like this An impostor And I'm losing my shit, losing my shit I'm lost in all of this