Don't come around 'Round this time I'm in need of peace There's nothing I want So I shouldn't get Whatever I please By you Don't come around 'Round this time I'm need of space And I won't hesitate To change my mind I don't know if it's addiction Or attachment I fear I really want love But I don't want to need it I intend to pretend There's no thing I need No thing at large So long as I'm in charge I don't want addiction But I just love to push the line To resist every urge To exist at the verge of craving more I really want to love you But I struggle not to need to I intend to pretend This is what I need To contain myself And maybe sit down to read And not be on my phone And not sleep all day And waste my time And waste my youth And waste my love And waste my life And never be loved And try to be loving you And not need you so much I don't know if my affection Triggers my resentment to waste my time I don't want addiction But I just love to push the line I really want to love you But I don't want to need to