I keep myself confined you already know why I want to breathe and die all at the same time And I've lost my head before Clawing at my face in the mirror I can't help it, it's never enough anymore Cause I just want to feel something Even if I end up spitting out blood I told you you'd get used to it I think I always knew you never would Tell everyone I'm fine it's not like the last time Ignoring all the signs cause I'll say anything to make it right And I won't pretend like I don't know That I'm down for the count and you've been keeping score I'll say I can't help it, it's not like you didn't know before But I just want to feel something Even if I end up spitting out blood I told you you'd get used to it I think I always knew you never would But I just want to feel something Even if you end up spitting out blood When you're finally done with it I'll tell you I always knew one day you'd run