If this is the life, I'd rather be dead Living to work, living dispair Honestly honesty Never a share Please hold me down And slit my throat If count me out Don't rock your boat If these are the facts You'd better be scared I could read and learn Or drink and forget Promises promises Don't even dare I'm getting a little ahead of myself Just basking in beautiful torment It won't get you far I struggle sometimes when I look but don't see There's no body listening I wish I could be your voice