I couldn't see this coming There was always something That made me hold you tight All our quiet mornings When you held your arms around me But you were twisting my angles In the end I was far off Now I know I won't live without my own I won't live without my own Won't live without my own desires You had the most boring eyes You never cried I did And with both of my eyes I tried to see I couldn't see this coming Couldn't see this coming I can't talk to you again I'm so tired I need to live Without the rules you taught me You know what you did And with your Enquiring eyes you stared When I screamed "I want you to Push me into the water To feel something More than being fine" Push me into the water To feel something More than being fine