Late at night, this pain I write's a way of life
Cause you could pay the price like snake eyes, playing dice
Cause same blood stain the knife grow grains of rice
That's great advice, should say it twice like edelweiss
My father skated, I was young thought I was hated
I couldn't take it went from incarcerated to faded
Jaded through the years was no more communication
Kept moving and basically ruined normal human relations
Moms found a new dude and moved him right in
Sometimes I wonder if pops ain't left how things might've been
Now her suns out with D but no vitamins
The more family broke apart I grew tighter with friends
Childhood became wild as fuck
Now it only bills and green on my dome now like a mallard duck
Almost feels like I'm out of luck
All this talent on my pallet but still, somehow I'm stuck
We was young kids running the streets
The hunger in my stomach was deep, need something to eat
Hood full of drugs pulling the rug from under your feet
Pushers and thugs, hookers fucked and dug in the seats
Emotional baggage just so happens the luggage was cheap
Youngin's with dreams, some we had to chase and some passed away
Cats could say this clay is cash art creators knew the charts could make more racks Than Cassius clay
Let the past remain what I overcame
Goal to gain numb the pain like it's novocaine
Let his actions be attached to a soldiers name
Open frames to his soul let it show the shame
Or let him grow like sun glows in the pouring rain
Know the game is no game I do so exclaim
This propane from my veins you just hold the flame
Roll on and leave the passed in the shoulder lane