I wanna go Where the motherfuckers will leave me alone Drown me in the river of amber and bones Maybe I will find myself And I wanna fall Further than I ever believed I could fall Deep into the pleasure of nothing at all Blurring into someone else I will break but I won't show No one really needs to know I'll be curled up in a corner telling all my dirty jokes I will load that stupid gun You might pay for what I've done 'Cause I'm curled up in a corner holding on I wanna say Something just a little bit different today Something just a little beneath my pay Me if you've heard it before