How much father do I have to go
Before I reach the lighthouse on my own
I'm the captain but I can't control the waves
Couldn't even tell you all the ways I've tried
The nights I cried
How much longer do I have to wait
Please don't ask me to accept this fate
I'm the captain but I can't control the waves
Couldn't even tell you all the ways I've tried
The nights I cried
I don't know if I'll make it to the lighthouse
Can anybody out there hear me as I cry out
The darkness keeps eating at me from the inside out
But I'll keep on sailing on
Until I reach the lighthouse
Until I reach the lighthouse
Why must I traverse these unsure waters?
Am I damned for leaving him at his altar?
I am the captain, but I am consumed by doubt
I truly believed that I would be free by now
Free somehow
Why am I at war with my own brain?
Is this all just self-inflicted pain?
I am the captain, but I am consumed by doubt
I truly believed that I would be free by now
Free somehow
I don't know if I'll make it to the lighthouse
Can anybody out there hear me as I cry out
The darkness keeps eating at me from the inside out
But I'll keep on sailing on
Until I reach the lighthouse
Until I reach the lighthouse
All this suffering it must count for something
All this heartache it can't be for nothing
All this suffering it must count for something
All this heartache it can't be for nothing
I don't know if I'll make it to the lighthouse
Can anybody out there hear me as I cry out
The darkness keeps eating at me from the inside out
But I'll keep on sailing on
Until I reach the lighthouse