What I've kept with me and what I've thrown away Know where the hell I've ended up on this glary random day Where the things I really cared about, just left along the way For being to pent up and proud Woke up way too late feeling hung over and old And the sun was shining bright, I walked barefoot down the road Started thinking about my old man, it seems that all men Wanna get into a car and go anywhere Here I stand, sad and free And I can't cry, I can't see What I've done? No, God, what have I done? Don't you know I'm numb, man? No I can't feel a thing at all 'Cause it's all smiles and business these days and I'm indifferent to the loss And I've faith that there is a soul somewhere that's leading me around I wonder if she knows which way is down Here I stand, sad and free And I can't cry and I can't see What I've done? No, God, what have I done? And I poured my heart out And I poured my heart out It evaporated, see Blind man on a canyon's edge of a panoramic scene Or maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random dangling a string Or slumped over in a vacant room, head on a stranger's knee I'm sure back home they think I've lost my mind Here I stand, sad and free I can't cry and I can't see What I've done? No, God, what have I done?