Yea Alright Gotta get this off of me You know what I mean Right now Checking my phone uh Looking at the memories We broke up But hopefully i could pick up the peices Ispite the drama The good times weight it out I drink away the pain But now my drank ran out And i dont understand Im in a cycle This uncertainty got my mind feeling phycho Its my fault yea I understand it My imaturites Really did some fucking damage Man i was savage God dam And thats messed up I had a chance or two And now i think my lucks up I should of learned But i was focus on some dumb stuff And now im stuck Steady reminiscing about my loved one But its probably for the better i guess Its kinda hard to say I left you with a hole in your chest You were giving your all And i was giving you stress And now im here Worried about the things That i should of did I guess im on lonesome I gotta blame myself Im just living What i brought apon myself I guess im on lonesome I blame blame myself Im just living What i brought apon myself Aint no doubt aye Writing this letter This my dedication I know you love me You just lost your patience I hope you read a sentence I was thinking Bout old times And conversations Like back when we was younger On some teenagers Its been minute Since the old days I used to hit your line Talking on the phone Up till the next day And now i think on my last day No plans to move on If anything lets take it back and back pace Back when we was bussing it Livin off ramen Broke kids in love, Young dumb With no problem Ya what happen to the progress What happen to the time Man its fuckin with my conscience I guess im on lonesome I gotta blame myself Im just living What i brought upon myself I guess im on lonesome I blame myself Im just living What i brought upon myself Aint no doubt aye Brought upon myself Im just living what I brought upon myself If i could change Everything i did baby I dont know why i did that shit to you baby Now you done you said you through with me This shit feel like a robbery I brought it all on myself This true i cant blame no one else I miss you i need you by my side You should know That its forever me and mine Forever me and mine babe