Here is my last day story Which I wrote with my bloods Watching no hope of tomorrow I'm dying I'm gone In one dark cold night I sat in the chair, picked up a gun And thinking about my past Hearing the alarm clock as my heart pulsing I sat and cried as I thought Everything that's happened Has all been my fault I said if I was gone This would all be better And I told her I love you now More than every said trust me This is for the best I will see 'Cause after I'm gone No more fighting, you'll be free Nothing deserves living Every hope gonna be leaving I grabbed a bullet And put in the gun said I love you much But now I have to run I said I'm sorry, I can't take this no more I've let down so many people And now it's my turn to go down I wish I could go back to before I hung up the phone and pulled the trigger Looked down at my chest, as the pain grew bigger My eyes filled with tears They started to pour As soon as my family ran in I fell to the floor