What was once different is now a disorder, But i have no hope. I'm screaming as the thunder Reminds me of my past Run away and covering my sight. I'm dyinggggggg They raise my body and chant A requiem erases my sins heals my wounds And a cleansing ends it all. I'm dyingggggggg Depression was my way And suicide was my end To goodbye this filthy world Cause silence has arrived... I keep this rose irrigate but The water was filthy foul A rose turned into black throns Petrified that's me that's my life.