When I was walking... under the moonlight And watching all the darkness... of the night Feeling that horrible doom I hope my heart was like a stone Living in a painful world... and cant even die Just a dark world around me Everyone must run Everyone is gone Everyone is gone Everyone must run Walking with depression inside... and smile outside Depression was the only way To see the reality of this filthy world ""Its like a chainsaw... cutting deep inside"" A poisoned blade cutting my veins It's the dark world of the filthy huminty I choke... i can't breath... i can't take this lies anymore Walking between two choices suicide or keep this fake smile Livin in another world... in my brain and hope. i can go from this dark world But it's my last choice... to go to the real world My heart became like alaram ringing And brain choosing between... keeping this fake smile Or go to my real... world