I am left alone... Lost in this pitiful gutter of a world for one more night I feel this sickening gloom spread inside my body Could it be so hard to leave this life behind for good? This wound festers inside of me It makes me who I am... and it's not what I want to be This warmth that was once in my being This hopeful light, is now leaving me I dig into my weathered skin to find it... To hold on before it disappears into the vast cruel dark It slips through my fingers and dissipates... My soul now drowns in tears And this emptiness crushes my heart into nothing I was always prepared to walk All the way to my shallow grave... Alone