Have you looked deep inside yourself Deep inside myself i am caught And you thought i'm beside myself Deep inside yourself you are not And i try to find how i am alive You are not alive i find And i'm not that girl that you once knew That i thought you knew i never was I am much deeper than this You are now my strangest kiss I try to identify myself But i'm still lost in my own personal hell Have you broken it down within Have twisted it with my pain It simply grabbed and overtook your dreams Ripped apart your means of fame And you're beside the well of my mental health I always seem to dwell on your means You wish that girl with those blondish curls I wish that i could kill that dream I can't find myself anymore Today is the day of redemption I can't find myself anymore Today i absolve your intentions To destroy me I am bigger than this You are now my deepest kiss I finally accept myself Here in my own personal hell I try to lock it up and toss away the key Far away from me where you'll never find So you'll dig around with your sorry frown Try to bring me down to your kind I refuse your game i won't fight today Hell, i'll runaway from you I'm much stronger now that i found myself When you are beside yourself what can you do I am much deeper than this You are now my strangest kiss I try to identify myself But i'm still lost in my own personal hell