Why does everybody hate me? You know I'm trying my best And nothing's stopping me lately From bleeding out of my chest Mom will never be proud of me And Dad wants me to be a cop Grandma's the one who saved me When all the friends I had were gone I guess that you could say it's my fault It's time I finally take the blame Instead of running through these bad memories To dwell on 'em a couple days I don't know what I've been tryna say here And I don't know how long I'll last 'Cause happiness is in the future But I've been dwelling on the past I've been dwelling on the past I've been dwelling on the past I've been dwelling on the past